06092013 ; All that about myself

Halloooooo! (As If I have visitor...Hahaha!) 

I have been stuck with my memories, thinking back what we have done and etc. Why wouldn't he want me any more? Was I really that bad and he had to dump me? Honestly, until today... I'm really really numb and my memory has started to fade... I can't remember what I have done which leads us to this end..

Who have him talked to and what he has been thinking. It's really unfair for me. I still remember that, just 1 or 2 weeks after we broke up, I asked him if he missed me and he said he is. We hug and.. Urgh!! Was it all fake and that's when she started coming in??

Was it all my fault?

Anyway, I have made my vows that I'm going to move forward and hope for the best. But whether he is coming back as a friend or what, It's beyond my control. I shall just, stay happily, wait for my convocation, get a job and most importantly...get a life! 


I have to be as inspiring like how I used to be :)


I believe someone else will walked into my life again in the future.
Let's keep things all positive. Shall we?

Siew Leng, I know you have gotten deep deep wounds at heart. But, always learn from the pain and move forward like how everyone does it. There's nothing that you cannot do... You didn't get him back not because you gave up on him, but he neglected to see the beautiful side of yours and trapped with all your bad thoughts. I would say, It's not my fault entirely. I was the victim after all?

Hmmmm, I do not know. But move on my dear. If Lun and Huixin can do it, you can do the same too!

I remember huixin said, "He put you through hell, you don't have to be so nice to him any more before he uses you...".

I'm not going to praise myself, but I just have to say that... I really never bad mouth about him in front of anyone regardless what happened and how bad I have been. I just keep my mouth shut whenever they talk about him.. Even until today, I seldom talk bad about him thought. All I want him to know is, I'll always be there for him. I swear to god that I've been pretty good EXCEPT for my hot temper. Why wouldn't he give me a chance? Sighhhh...
Silly girl is silly.

Hao ba, now jia you jian fei and stop thinking on others... No matter how many times you want to repeat, thing wouldn't change. Regret? So what? As what Julian said, there will be a lot of bees coming If I managed to loose weight :)

Yeay! I bet I will look drop dead gorgeous one day too! Hehehe :P

Jia you ba Siew Leng! You're not alone! So much love from everyone and happy dating with darling tonight! :D



Till then.


It's a fri-yeay!